I HaTe To LoVe YoU

I hate ...
why I can't look at your eyes when I talk to you

I hate ..
why I'm always uncomfortable and just like a fool in every time you meet

I hate ..
why must you always adored by my heart

I hate ..
why should your name blown in my breath

I hate ..
why you should always be present in my dream with a million of heavenliness

I hate ...
why your name is always reigns in my mind

I hate...
why every second I remember you,
when I close my eyes until I opened my eyes again, there's only you

I hate ...
why your shadow is present in every my step

I hate...
why your fault is right in my eyes

I hate ...
why in every prayer I called your name, hopefully I could improve your life if I was indeed created from your rib

I hate ...
why I could never hate you

I hate...
why you are so perfect in my heart

I hate...
why I don't have any reason to hate you

I hate ...
I really hate to love you